Tuesday, May 26, 2015

How it feels to be me




When I was a little girl I was very bright, and curious. Most of the kid’s parents at my pre-school and elementary school didn’t want their kids to hang out with me because they believed that I was a bad seed, and was going to make their kids as bad as I was. But that wasn’t the case. In my last year at PDRNSMS. I had this one teacher she was Irish and very strike she felt that I wasn’t ready for middle school. However my mom and I felt different towards that opinion. So I graduated with my 5th grade class. Once I made it to middle school all the teachers loved me, however the kids was very jealous of me because I was the teacher’s pet. I was bullied although my middle school. But I always stayed strong, I never showed weakness. I didn’t let anyone tare me down or my spirits. My mom always told me “sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me” I never forgot that quote. In high school I made a lot of friends and lost a lot of friends but friends come and go. But I always stayed strong no matter what. All the haters that entered my life was wrong about me, they told me I wasn’t smart enough to make it out of middle school! I proved them wrong, for all of the children saying I’m annoying and ugly! I proved them wrong, and know I’m a better me making amazing grade above credits and doing well in school and college material. If it wasn’t for those negative people on my life I wouldn’t be the person I am today. So I appreciate them for entering my life and allowing me to prove them wrong so thank you. To my Irish elementary school teacher, thank you to all those childish little girls talking about me behind my back, and lastly thank you God for blessing me with an amazing mother for always telling me that the B are the best in anything we do. So I’m very thankful for all  my struggles in life and I hopefully my new struggles will be even better than my old ones, I look at my struggles not saying I hate them or I regret things I did I look at my struggle and learn an important lesson from them. That’s what made me a better and improved person in so many ways.

Monday, March 16, 2015

                       A small leak will sink a great ship



A small leak will sink a great ship

A leak can be small or big

A leak can be bigger then you and I

All the damage you did will finally erupt

Soon the leak will rise 

To the fullest 

Later become a ocean so that we can sail on 

A small leak will sink a great ship.



Monday, January 26, 2015

Virtual Selves
In this module, you will read four articles that I believe that are the best choices. First article is “What you say online could Haunt You”By: Kornblum, Janet and Marklein, Mary on page 163 Test 7. Second article “Whom am we” By: Turkie Sherry page 197 Text 6. Third article “Time’s Person of the Year: You” By: You “By: Grossman, Lev page 125 Text 4.
A college student Michael Guinn thought the photos he posted of himself dressed as a drag would be seen only by friends. But Guinn made a mistake when someone showed the photos on Facebook to administrators at john Brown University, a Christian college in Siloam Springs, “ the last straw for them,” says Guinn, 22, who is gay.
In January, Guinn was kicked out of school. As more student turn to websites such as Facebook. Instagram, Twitter and Myspace to chronicle their lives and socialize with friends, they are also leaning that their words and pictures are reaching way beyond peers for whom they were intended. And some, like Guinn, are paying a price.
In the past few months, college, high schools and even middle schools students across the USA have been suspended or expelled, thrown off athletic teams, passed over for jobs, and even arrested based on their online postings.
Students post pictures of themselves holding cans of beers and bottles of liquor even when they’re underage. They pose suggestively wearing little sometimes no clothing. Some appear to be smoking marijuana in bongs or joints, even holding firearms. They openly write nasty comments about each other or their teachers and coaches online.
To teens and young adults, social websites are private spaces where they can interact in the open, multimedia style of the online world in which they grew up. But to adults, these sites are places where kids are naively putting their reputations and futures on the line not to mention personal safety at risk.
As recently 10 + 15 years ago, it was almost unthinkable to speak of the computer’s involvement with ideas about unstable meanings and unknowable truths. The computer was known as the calculating machine. In an introductory programming course at Harvard University in 1978. One professor introduced the computer to the class by calling it a giant calculator.” The professor re assured the students, was a cut and dried technical activity whose rules were crystal clear.
From today’s perspective, the fundamental lessons of computing are wrong. Programming is no longer cut and dried. The lessons of computing today have to do not with calculation and rules, but with simulation and interaction. The very image of the computers as a giant calculator has become quaint and dated.
Today we use off the shelf products to manipulate simulated desktops, draw with simulated paints and brushes, and fly in simulated airplane cockpits.
Children are comfortable with the idea that inanimate objects can both think and have a personality. But children don’t worry if the machine is alive. They know it’s not. The issue of aliveness has moved into the background as through it is settled. But the notion of the machine has expanded to include its having a psychology. In talking about computers in a psychological way, children allow computational machines to retain an animistic trace. Children brains are growing every day and us as teen young adults and adults shouldn’t let our future go to waste with technology.
The “Great Man” theory of history is usually attributed to the Scottish Philosopher Thomas Carlyle, who wrote that “the history of the world is but the biography of great men.”
The conflict in Iraq only got bloodier and more entrenched. A war dragged on in Sudan. But look at 2006 through a different lens and you’ll see another story. One that isn’t about conflict or great men. It’s a story about community and collaboration on a scale never seen before. It’s a tool for bringing together the small contributions of millions of people and making them matter.
We’re ready to blame our diet of predigested news with raw feeds from Baghdad and Boston and Boston and Beijing. We made Facebook profiles and second life avatars and reviewed book at amazon and recorded podcasts.
But 200c gave us some ideas. As an opportunity to build a new kind of international opportunity to build a new kind of international understanding.” Not politician to politician, great man to man, but citizen to citizen, person to person.” It’s a chance for people to lock at a computer screen and really, genuinely wonder who’s out there.
All of the articles I provided had an amazing concept. The first article talked about how social media can catch up to you, if you want to go college or even for jobs. The moral of this lesson is to be careful of what you write or show on social media. Second article told you about who decided to make a computer, but when time went on we realized we can do much more than using a calculator. Third article represents the foundation a risk you have and in using a computer. Then talks about how people using the computer for a second life. That’s what the virtual life can do to you.
Work cited:
Text 7 page 163 “What you say on line can haunt you.”
Text 6 page 147 “Who am we.”33
Text 4 page 125 “Time person of the year.”

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

California State University
            I agree with Margaret Mead. Because Americans do believe to succeed in life you have to have amazing grades which is true don’t get me wrong, but it’s more than grades that is going to get you somewhere. You must have people skills, must be street smart and book smart at the same time.
Margaret Mead was arguably the most renowned anthropologist of all time, contributing to the development of the discipline, as well as, introducing its insights to thousands of people outside the academy. Her work continues to contribute to the understanding of people around the world today.
Margaret Mead, was a strong proponent of women's rights, who shone a light of understanding on human nature, and a clear and forceful entity who provided much knowledge to the field of anthropology and psychology.
The California State University (Cal State or CSU) is a public university system in California. Composed of 23 campuses and eight off-campus centers enrolling 437,000 students with 44,000 faculty members and staff,[4] CSU is the largest four-year public university system in the United States.[2] It is one of three public higher education systems in the state, with the other two being the University of California system and the California Community College system. The CSU System is incorporated.
CSU is high-quality, accessible, student-focused higher education. It is the, the most diverse, and one of the most affordable university systems in the country.
            Mead argument is really strong in my opinion. I feel like she uses great details. Describing how Americans celebrate and admire the one who gets the highest grades, voted most attractive or most likely to succeed. But while we often rejoice in the success of people far removed from ourselves, people who work in another profession and live in another community.
            I feel like if Mead was a high school student that she wouldn’t hang out with a lot of kids, she would be upset with everyone because she doesn’t really have a lot of people to express her feelings to others and she would not be social.

            That’s why I agree with Margaret Mead and at the same time I disagree with her.    


My name is  A. I’m 16 years old in the 11th grade an I attend High School. I was born December 10, 1997 at Cedar Sinai Hospital in Beverly Hill, CA, I live with my parents they both graduated from college and graduated school, my Dad owns his own landscaping business, and my Mom works for the great State of California, Department of Social Services as a Social Worker. I have 2 brothers one older and one younger. We have one (1) male dog name Zak. Our family had 2 dogs. Our beloved family dog Pebbles was killed in a hit-and-run accident this summer and the driver did not stop to help or look back. The loss of Pebbles really hurt my family and me. Pebbles was so special to us. Apart of our family is gone forever; we had a funeral for Pebbles.  I’m a dog lover and really miss my dog Pebbles.
I attended K Anthony’s private preschool at the age of 2 and K Anthony’s private elementary school from Kindergarten until 3rd grade. I was involved in every activity on campus and was in every school play. I got good grades and love the owner of the private school. It felt like home everyone cared about each other and there was a lot of love and respect for one another. We were one big happy family.  
In the 4th grade I went to St. Eugene Catholic School for one year and I had a great teacher and I was very activity there too and I participated in all the school activities and school plays. I was on the honor roll the entire time I was there and received many certificates and awards.
When I went to the 5th grade I asked my parents if I can please go to a public school without uniforms. They agreed and completed the CHOICES application; I got accepted to Paseo Del Rey Magnet Elementary School. It was my first year in a real public school; things were so different from my private and Catholic schools. The public school was huge compared to my old schools. I was a little nervous about going that first day. I was that new kid, I didn’t know anyone there, I was wondering how I would fit in been the new kid, the class room had over 30 kids in class, my old school only had about 15 kids in its class. The kids at my old school were very respectful, obeyed the school rules and had good morals. Some of the kids at my new school did not respect the teachers are the school. I met a lot of new friends there, a few kids from my old private school was there too. Then the school year came to an end, we all graduated from elementary school, some kids went to the same public middle school and other kids went to different schools. I went to a new charter school for the 6th grade, here we go again, and I was the new kid again. I met a lot of new friends again that first years was great. I made the honor roll, that second year our charter school had a lot of financial problems, they close the school down for a few days the second week of school, they had to let some of the best teachers go, and they had to make all these changes, a lot of the parents was really upset with the changes, they wasn’t sure if the school would stay open or close. The charter school was in financial trouble and it was on the local news regarding mishandling of school funds. My parents checked my younger brother and me out after the second week of the first semester.
We both left the charter school and attended John Burroughs Middle School (JBMS) we really like our new school, and we’ve both met a lot of new friends. I culminated from JBMS with honors; it was so hard to say good-bye. I miss my teachers and old friends that did not come to Fairfax High School. I met new friends and many of my old friends from JBMS also came to Fairfax. High school was so exciting and different. My 9th grade year I hung out with the wrong crowd, my friends didn’t care about school or their education and a lot of them got kicked out because of bad grades and for not going to class, they did not return back our 10th grade year, my grades also dropped. My parents stayed on me and I got my act together my grades improved and I was able to continue on. I went to the prom my sophomore year and had a great time. This year is my junior year and I’m working really hard to do well in all my classes because I want to go to college and make something out of myself.  
I’ve always been a leader. I’m very friendly, caring, helpful, outgoing, funny, happy, loving, joyful, dependable, punctual, respectful, and a dedicated person, that love life and the people in my life.
 My goals in life are to stay focus, get good grades in school, so that I can go to college. My extracurricular activities consist of: Being a member of Delta Sigma Theta, Inc. Delta GEMS, I’m on the swim and track team. I was in ROTC and a member of the Black Student Union club my 9th grade year until they took it away due to budget cuts. I have been a member of Girl Scout for almost 13 years and I was also on our school Tennis team for 2 years.
I attend church every Sunday with my family and I sing in the youth choir. This summer I apply for a cashier position at Church’s Fried Chicken in Inglewood, CA about a mile from my home and I got the job all on my own. My parents were very proud of me. I work every weekend and get paid every Friday once a week 52 times a year. I opened up a bank account in my name and I have a direct deposit account. I save most of money and I also spend some of my money on things I like and I help my little brother out and buy him stuff he wants too.  
 My hobbies are: Shopping, designing and making clothes, styling hair, swimming, listen to music on my iPod and cell phone, talking on the cell phone, texting, reading, surfing the internet/web, watching reality television, playing board games, video games, riding my bike, exercising, shopping, skating, dinner and going to the movies. I believe in God almighty! I enjoy life and spending quality time with my family and friends.
My future goals in life are to stay focus, get good grades in high school, so that I can go to college. I would like to attend an Ivy League or HBCU college or university and I want to go to college out of State. My plan is to go to college and graduated school and become a Clinical Psychologist. I also want to enjoy life and travel the world. I want to get married around the age of 25 years of age and have children by the age of 35 years old.   





The Giver: Published 1993
By: Lois Lowry (Author)

The Giver is one of my favorite books ever written, it is a book about a boy name Jonas, The Giver, his family and the community he lives in. Jonas lives in a community where everything is the same. Everything is controlled to be perfect, and the people in the community depend on The Giver “Receiver of Memory”. (1) The community must obey these rules and patterns if they wish to continue living in their community. At the age of twelve all twelve years old children must attend the Ceremony of Twelve so that they can find out what their new job assignment will be in their community until they are adults. The Chief Elder has decided not to assign Jonas a job within the community. Jonas has been selected for training as a Receiver of Memory. It is the most important role in the entire community. Jonas didn’t know what his job was or what he had to do.
Jonas was told that he had to report to an Annex attached to the House of the Old for his training. Every day Jonas would go to this house and each day he would receive a new memory from The Giver, the first day Jonas learn about snow sledding, and hills. At first, Jonas could only feel coldness, over time he learned more. On the second day he received the memory of dream and he could lie because he could not tell anyone about his dreams. Then he learned about colors something other people in his community are not allowed to see. Jonas didn’t think it was fair that people couldn’t see color; he felt that everyone should be able to see color (20). As the time went on Jonas received his first memory of pain from sunburn.
Jonas finds out that the community is designed to have everything the same there are many rules and patterns, some rules include all families to have only one son and one daughter. Also, you’re not allowed to steal or have extra food. Lastly all nine year olds have bikes patterns including families share feelings and dreams and elders and newborns and identical twins can be release. That means they will be killed if they are too weak for the community. (24)
During Jonas training he ask The Giver to tell him about release, Jonas ask The Giver if he wanted to be release and he told Jonas he had to training him first. Jonas still didn’t know what release meant. He told Jonas about Rosemary who was the release of memory before him but asked to be release after working for 5 weeks because she couldn’t take the pain. The Giver takes Jonas to a windowless room to watch a video. Jonas get very upset with his father the Nurturer after seeing his father injected a fatal poison to a new child’s head. Jonas now learns what being release mean. (30) Jonas goes to The Giver and tells him he can’t go back home after he seeing the video. The Giver has his attendant call Jonas family to tell them he was with The Giver and he will not come home tonight.
The Giver tells Jonas his father was only doing his job and what he was told to do. It is their community rule. The Giver tells Jonas that that’s what happens when people are released. He also tells Jonas his friend Fiona has already been trained to perform release with no feelings to the elderly. The Giver tells Jonas what happen to the last Receive of Memory and how much pain and confusion it caused the community and if Jonas leaves, the community will pick a new Receiver of Memory to replace him, but the Receive they will pick is only 6 years old and her name is Katharine and she is too young to be a receiver of Memory in their community.
The Giver tells Jonas that he stayed in the community when the last Receiver of Memory was killed to help the people cope. The Giver tells Jonas he is too old and no longer sees colors. The Giver promise to give Jonas music before he leaves. Jonas tells The Giver things need to change there might be away to change things. But in a community a Receiver of Memory must keep things to himself. If Jonas leaves the memories he has learned they will go back to the people.
And in the end Jonas goes to his father house, steal his bike and kidnap the new child Gabriel because he did not want Gabriel to be release by his father. And he wanted to save his community so that they could all experience memories without the protection of the Receiver of Memory. Jonas try’s to go to Elsewhere, but they ran into a snowstorm, they got really cold, ran out of food, and then they beginning to starve because they had no more food to eat. Jonas thought he heard music but it was only an echo. (52) It is not clear in the end if they reach safety but they have sure left immediate danger.
This was a wonderfully written book that really makes you think. It takes place in a city where people are blind to more than color and it bares a striking resemblance to our day. People just move along and go through the motions. We live in a fine society most of the time but there are those moments when people and their problems are overlooked. Jonas really takes the time to help Gabriel. He reaches out where others wouldn’t. We can learn from his example and do the same in our lives and the lives of those we know.
 



Work citied:

Lowry, Louis. “The Giver”, 1993


Ryan White: My Own Story
      One of my favorite books I have ever read was the Ryan White Story. I really enjoyed this book it touch my heart and it helped me understand HIV/AIDS and what Ryan had to deal with at such a young age.  Ryan White was a typical 13-year-old boy when it was discovered that he had contracted AIDS through tainted blood products he had been given for his hemophilia. Ryan was denied the right to return to school, so he went to court, with newspaper headlines following the many legal battles. With great courage he began to speak out against the misconceptions about the disease, making friends with celebrities like Elton John and Michael Jackson along the way. 
      Ryan White was born on December 6, 1971 in Kokomo, Indiana. When he was three days old, doctors informed his parents that he had hemophilia, an inherited disease in which the blood does not clot. People who have this disease are vulnerable, since an injury as simple as a paper cut can lead to dangerous bleeding. Fortunately for White and his parents, a new treatment, called Factor VII, recently had been approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration. This treatment is made from blood and contains the clotting agent that allows healthy people to heal quickly from wounds.
      Even with the treatment, White had to be very careful. He bled easily and the most dangerous and painful bleeds occurred when a blood vessel bled in a joint. "A bleed occurs from a broken blood vessel or vein,"(6) White explained in his testimony before the President's Commission on AIDS. "The blood then had nowhere to go so it would swell up in a joint. You could compare it to trying to pour a quart of milk into a pint-sized container of milk."(11) He was in and out of the hospital for the first six years of his life but despite this managed to live a fairly normal childhood.
      In December 1984, when he was 13, White contracted pneumonia and had surgery to remove part of his left lung. After two hours of surgery, his doctors told his parents that he had contracted the incurable disease of Acquired Immunodeficiency Syndrome, or AIDS, through his Factor VII blood transfusions. Someone with the disease had donated blood, and the virus had been in the blood that White received. (Since that time, better screening procedures have been put in place to make blood transfusions safer). "I spent Christmas and the next thirty days in the hospital,"(17) White told the President's Commission on AIDS. "A lot of my time was spent searching, thinking and planning my life. I came face to face with death at 13 years old." (20)
      White's doctors told him that he had six months to live, but White decided that he would continue to live a normal life, attend school, and spend time with his friends. "I hate the idea of anything that makes me seem sick forever. Maybe I have an incurable disease, but I don't have to be a permanent invalid," he said in his book Ryan White: My Own Story. Page 1
      Ryan White had not counted on the ignorance, fear, and hatred he would encounter in his small home town of Kokomo, Indiana. At first, people there claimed that there were no health guidelines for a person with AIDS to attend a normal school. Even after the Indiana State Board of Health set guidelines saying it would be safe for the other children if Ryan attended school, the school board, his teachers, and the principal tried to keep him out of school. They feared he would spread the disease, even though it was known by that time that AIDS cannot be spread by casual contact. Ryan and his mother took the case to court. Eventually they agreed to meet some of their neighbors' concerns by having Ryan use a separate restroom, not take gym class, drink out of a separate water fountain, and use disposable eating utensils and trays at lunch. Even so, 20 students were pulled out of school by their parents, who started their own school to keep their children from having any contact with Ryan White. The ignorance people would treat Ryan badly because they thought that they could get the disease by breathing the same air and by a simple touch so they kicked Ryan out of school. This was so sad to me. I can’t understand how people could be so cruel to a teenager. What if it was their child how would they feel if someone treated them that way? 
      Ryan later told the Commission that his townspeople's ignorance and fear regarding AIDS led him to become the target of jokes and some spread lies about him biting people, spitting on vegetables and cookies (and thus supposedly spreading the disease), restaurants throwing away dishes he had eaten from and students vandalizing his locker and writing obscenities and anti-gay slurs (because at that time, AIDS was believed to be a disease primarily of gay men) on his books and folders. An even more frightening incident occurred when someone fired a bullet into White's home.
      Ryan told the Commission, "I was labeled a troublemaker, my mom an unfit mother and I was not welcome anywhere. People would get up and leave so they would not have to sit anywhere near me. Even at church, people would not shake my hand." This lack of acceptance, even in church, was a blow to the Whites, who were committed Christians. As White's mother told Phil Geoffrey Bond in Poz, a magazine for people with HIV and AIDS, "I worked with a Pentecostal [person] who told me, 'You know, Ryan wouldn't have AIDS if he went to my church."'(56)
      Ryan wrote in his book, "I had plenty of time back then to think about why people were being very mean. Of course it was because they were scared. Maybe it was because I wasn't that different from everybody else. I wasn't gay; I wasn't into drugs; I was just another kid from Kokomo. … I didn't even look sick. Maybe that made me more of a goblin to some people."(56)
      Ryan White's ordeal was soon publicized and he began receiving enormous amounts of media attention. He received thousands of letters supporting his right to go to school, and met politicians, movie stars, and top athletes, all of whom supported him. He appeared on numerous television programs, including CBS Morning News, the Today Show, Sally Jessy Raphael, Phil Donohue, Hour Magazine, the Home Show, Peter Jennings' "Person of the Week," Nightline, West 57th Street, P.M. Magazine, Entertainment Tonight, and Prime Time Live. White was also featured on the cover of the Saturday Evening Post, Picture Week, and People magazines.
      Meanwhile, The White's family was struggling with his medical expenses. As Ryan White became more ill, his mother had to miss more days from her work at General Motors and the family couldn't pay their bills. His sister Andrea, a championship roller skater, dropped her lessons and travel to competitions because the family simply did not have the money for them, or for anything else. Ryan White's health was steadily declining and he was being tutored at home. He dreamed of his family moving into a larger house and being accepted in a community. This dream became a reality when an ABC movie, The Ryan White Story, was made about his life. Ryan acted in the movie, playing his best friend, Chad. "I wanted to make that movie because I was hoping that what we went through will never happen to anyone else," White wrote in his book.
      In 1987, using the money from the movie, White's family moved to Cicero, Indiana, where they found acceptance. "For the first time in three years," Ryan told the Commission, "we feel we have a home, a supportive school, and lots of friends. … I am a normal, happy teenager again. I have a learner's permit. I attend sports functions and dances. My studies are important to me. I made the honor roll just recently, with two As and two Bs … I believe in myself as I look forward to graduating from Hamilton Heights High School in 1991."(25)
      Ryan White died on April 8, 1990 in Cicero, Indiana. During his short 18-year life he accomplished more than many people who live long, healthy lives. His activism and legacy of concern for others with AIDS remains. "I've seen how people with HIV/AIDS are treated and I don't want others to be treated like I was,"(26) he said. Shortly after his death, White's mother went to Congress to speak to politicians on behalf of people with AIDS. She spoke to 23 representatives, although Jesse Helms of North Carolina refused to speak to her even when she was alone with him in an elevator. Most representatives, however, were sympathetic to her story.
      White's activism, and that of his mother Jeanne, helped AIDS patients all over the United States receive care that they otherwise could not have afforded. The public was also educated about the nature of the disease. In 1990, just a few months after White's death, Congress passed P.L. 101-381, the Ryan White Comprehensive AIDS Resources Emergency Care (CARE) Act. The Act is administered by the Health Resources and Services Administration and aims to improve the quality of care for low-income or uninsured individuals and families with HIV and AIDS who do not have access to care. The Act supports locally developed care systems and is founded on partnership between the U.S. federal government, states, and local communities. It emphasizes outpatient, primary, and preventive care in order to prevent overuse of expensive emergency room and inpatient facilities.
      Between the Act's authorization in 1991, and May of 1996, nearly $2.8 billion in federal funds were appropriated to provide care to more than 500,000 low-income Americans living with HIV or AIDS. From 1993 to 1996, funding for the program increased from $348 million to $738.5 million. The Act was reauthorized in May 1996 and continues to provide care to Americans living with HIV and AIDS.
      As of today there is no cure for HIV/AIDs, but there is medicine that can help control the disease.
      This was an excellent book. Ryan White was an amazing teenager. I highly recommend this book. Everyone should read this book, now that there is a movie about Ryan White if you don’t have time to read the book. Please check out the movie. I know I will share the Ryan White story with my children one day.  


Work cited:
White, Ryan, Marie, Ann. “Ryan White .My Own Story, August 01, 1992 and February 26, 1999